About Enlightment

Richard Avedon said, there Wasn't an Innacurate photography. That All photographies Were accurate. All of them Reflect Images, None of them Was Truth.
I agRee to some Exent. They aren't Truth, but they are True. EaCh of them is a slice of a time-space continuum, each of them a small part of the Truth, the cought moment an eye can Capture, but the Brain ignores.
And so it is here above. A moment when the Sky in Berlin turned Black. Shapes gone, lines only sensed, there is but Light to see. It is the exact way i see the Enlightment. A blackness closing in on you, while the Earthly slowly disappears. Fears and Longings, Objects aNd the Imaginative, Feelings and Apathy...everything fades to Nothingness and only the Mind in its pure essence Remains. Its glow shining stronger and more Powerful than ever. It is in that Moment, that you can invite the Earthly Again into life, becAuse the attacHment is lost.
The funny thing About enliGhtment is, it is UNwanted, Unexpected, Unplanned, Not supposed To happEN. It comes on it's own And is Unexplicable. THe words trying to Explain it are Uncapable, the Mind trying to Analyse it is too Rational, too Logical. Enlightment has no Logic. IT simply is..an Occurance, A Happening, a Moment...a Slice of my personal Life Time sPace conTinuum.
so it happened, the enlightment, that I will, In spite of the unAbleness of the Words, lay down on You. I thought I am Going to Iceland, to the cold, to the snow, to the blizzards, to the closed-up people, to the Steril nordic design, cold art, thoughtful Music .... all Seen As a Cube - Ice cube that I, with my explosive nature, warm Heart, Bold MOves, hot Insides and passionate Way will manage to melt down. But the more i Think, the more I feel, It becomes clear to me:
I am That CUbe. The cold, Closed-up, fearesome, dettached Cube that will HAve to melt, once put in the situation like that.
it is Why I decided so spontaneously To go to Iceland. To go to the Extreme, where I can become someone Dwelling, hidden inside for my whole life.
SO, It is not about the IMpressions of A Fairyland, but the Expressions of a Fairy.

My Becoming.