MELTinDice

i just loved it, when i saw it. three layer wafel of icelandinc coast line. the completly man-made, the man-put and raw nature as the brightest of them all. i had to play with this little wafel. turning it upside down and i got this amazing sense of depth through which the bright light explosively shines. it is like a pure energy caught between two fake worlds.
it is how i mostly felt not a month ago. caught in this pretencious world, which is fed up with everything.
did you know, there are actually people, paying whores with AIDS, havinging Bareback sex, just for the risk and thrill of maybe getting it them selves?
how much sicker can we get!!!! isn't there enough of shit already? do we need to destroy ourselves too? what about the precious gift of life? did it really lose its meaning, because of disempowerment? whom do these people blame for their behavior?
the money? the corruption? the government? the mass media? the town? the neighbour? the son? the sister? the mother? the god? the nature? the physics? the mathematics? the idea of human being?
there is always someone to blame. and in some way, i hope there is. because, if the decadence has reached this kind of level, where there is no more value to the human life, from one's self point of view, then i think the time has arrived for all the deseases that threatened us, for all the wars that have artificially been kept from outburst, to finnaly find their place in this world. we don't deserve to be here anymore.
in a bottom line, we are responsible for the life we got.
and so i am here in this patch of land where the corruption and government were responcible for the collapse of the whole country. and people are angry. and this is good so!
people are pissed. and they should be.
people are protesting. and it is supposed to be like that.
but they are not losing faith. they are not falling into decadence. they are not taking the value of life away. on the contrary.
the value got higher. the frendship got powerful. the connection grew stronger. the love for one another swept the prejudice. and it is good so!! it is the right way to react.

i am glad i came here, to this small patch of land in the middle of the ocean. for this is the place for someone like me, who stopped believing in connection, love and compassion. i came to find them, see them and take them again.

to fall in love, to give it forward and receive it, so i can give it forward again.